What has been on my mind lately?? Hmm not too sure. Work stuff here and there, remembering things I have to do, what I should do… I joined a dating app again. Already was feeling a little insecure about my profile and a little frustrated with what I was seeing so far. But I had to remind myself that I could always change things up on my profile later. As for the options, well, that’s going to take time. It was weird at first because I felt like the app was showing me guys that were waayyyy too good looking and idk, kind of fake? I’m also wondering, should I pay to be a member? Is it worth it? I guess it is if I’m that serious about finding someone. I kinda am. I want someone to spend time with and do things with. I want them to ask me about my day and I hear about theirs. I like being on my own but I am feeling a little lonely. Lately I’ve been feeling like a third wheel hanging out with my parents. They certainly don’t mind and I like to join them, but at the same time, I wish I was doing it with someone who just wants to talk to me and hold my hand. Also sex. I miss sex. Gotta be real in this brain dump right? Patience is key but also confidence, which is my “word of the year” this year. Trying to put myself out there a little more, with the thought that I am worthy to do it. Being confident that I have something to bring to the table. I’m trying to remind myself that as a way to stay on track to complete my goals.
What do you have going on in your brain? Write it out!