How to Acknowledge Privilege

I am a 28 year old Latina. I’ve never experienced overt racism or systemic racism but I have experienced micro aggressions. I consider myself privileged. Here’s why:

I grew up in a good neighborhood, had access to good schools, and was brought up and supported by two parents. My parents were able to afford private catholic school for me for grades K-8. I had the option to choose which high school I wanted to go to: another private high school or the local public school. It didn’t matter which one I chose, I would get a good education. I was then able to go to college to get a B.A. and an M.F.A without being bogged down by student debt. My parents graciously paid for my undergraduate education and helped me pay for my masters. I have a job and I get to keep every dollar that I make. I live with my parents, rent free, without having to be a burden on them (I do pay for most of my own expenses). This is allowing me to grow my own wealth. One day, when both of my parents pass, I will inherit their wealth and their property. This will allow me (and my sister) to one day pass this wealth onto our descendants, if we choose to have them.

Of course, I am able to have all this because I worked hard and, more notably, my parents worked hard.

However, I can’t help but think how my life would have been if I, or my parents, or even my grandparents, didn’t make the decisions we made. Or simply didn’t have choices at all.

My mom immigrated into this country when she was only 7. She didn’t speak a word of English and had to work ten times harder so that she could get the lesson and learn English – without the help of her parents. My grandpa worked himself to death in order for his children to go to a private catholic school and college. My grandma was the one who insisted they moved to the U.S. in the first place, because she knew that was how they would have a better life.

I know I wouldn’t be here today if my mom’s family hadn’t moved. I know I wouldn’t be here if my mom didn’t make the “right” decisions and was determined to make a better life for herself.

My dad was born here, but his dad never finished high school. At the beginning of my dad’s high school career, my grandpa sat him down and told him that it was important to finish high school. My dad not only wanted to graduate from high school, but also wanted to go to college.

And he did. And he was able to get a job soon after graduation. That job turned into a 37 year career.

I know I wouldn’t be here today if my dad didn’t set his sights higher than high school (especially since college is where my parents met). But I also know I wouldn’t be here if my dad didn’t make the “right” decisions.

I keep saying “right” decisions, because that’s how we validate the American Dream in this country. If you make all the “right” decisions, then you can make it, you can be successful, have a comfortable life.

But remember, my parents are Hispanic as well. What if, because of their race and/or gender, something happened to them or they ended up in a different situation that prevented them from having access to choices in the first place?

What if my dad was incarcerated? Let’s just say, for a crime he didn’t commit (because that happens a lot to Black and brown men). If this happened at any point in his life, with me already in it or not, no doubt it would have lasting effects.

What if my mom had an unplanned pregnancy out of wedlock? Would she have support from her family? I’d like to think so, but I’m not sure. Would there be a father figure? I don’t know. But I do know that her life would have been very different. I do know that being a single mother or having kids too young brings an onslaught of judgement by society. And she would have gotten that for just being a woman. It adds another layer with her being Mexican.

I’m not so detached from realizing I have privilege because my mom and my grandparents are immigrants. I know that everything I have is because of them and what they did. But I also know that my life would be very different if I didn’t have choices available to me.

While you may dismiss this as just hard work and pulling yourself up from your bootstraps, we could have easily ended up in a spot where we didn’t have opportunities, didn’t have the “right” choices, didn’t have those bootstraps. Because of where we come from and our skin color, everything could have been taken from us.

I encourage you to think deep about the privilege that you have. What has made your life easier than others? What choices were you given so that you could have the life you do now? Keep in mind not everyone has access to that.

So what does one do with the newly realized privilege that they have? You use it to help others that don’t have access to opportunities like you do. Advocate for change that supports the those in need. Donate to charities that support those on the outskirts of society.

This is how we make wealth truly grow in America. What could our country look life if everyone had choices?

The Play Equity Fund is dedicated to supporting programs and actions to ensure all kids have equal access to sport and structured play.”

Everyone knows sports is a great way to get kids active and for them to learn discipline, while keeping them busy and off the streets. Poorer families are less likely to participate in sports, as it can be expensive, as well as for other reasons. Please donate what you can.

This fund is based in L.A. but I encourage you to find one similar in your area.

Today’s Patriotism: Critiquing with Love

There’s a lot to think about during this year’s 4th of July weekend.

Celebrating American Independence within the frame of the Black Lives Matter protests, police brutality, treatment of COVID-19 by the President, uncovering sexual assaults and murders against women in the military… it only feels like a contridiction.

It’s hard for me to find what there is to celebrate about this country.

But I still wouldn’t want to live anywhere else.

Just because I educate myself about the flaws of the United States, doesn’t mean I hate it and think it’s terrible and leave it at that.

That would be like critiquing someone else’s work and saying it’s bad but not giving any substantial advice on how to fix it.

For those who are only hearing the complaints about how this country is ran, know that‘s what you’re electing to hear and you’re actively ignoring the real critiques and suggestions activists are making to MAKE IT BETTER.

And it’s an excuse to say you haven’t seen the suggestions. If you really cared and wanted to know what abolishing the police means, you would click on that link and read an article that was shared or swipe through that instagram post explaining it.

What’s great about living in the U.S. is being able to speak about what you believe in. To be able to educate yourself on what’s going on around you and make informed decisions. To then be able to critique our own country and point out its flaws so that we can do the work to be better.

Patriotism is a loaded word. These days, conservatives are more likely to claim the term “patriot” than liberals.

Patriotism is being devoted and loving your country, as well as upholding its ideals.

I think you can love your country while still pointing out it’s flaws.

I feel like conservatives who claim to be patriots are more concerned with maintaining the status quo. They are willing to blindly follow and trust the systems put in place.

I saw this post on Facebook that reflected how I feel about what it means to be a patriot in the United States today:

To make an analogy in case it is hard to wrap your mind around this:

You can’t make yourself a better person if you’re not going to acknowledge that you have flaws. But acknowledging your own flaws and wanting to change doesn’t mean you hate yourself.

In Hamilton, the musical, Lin-Manuel Miranda wrote, “America, you great unfinished symphony…”

He also wrote, “We will never be free until we end slavery.”

Yes, America is still unfinished.

But some believe that it is.

And we haven’t ended slavery.

It’s been turned into the prison system.

Recognizing this means that we have a long way to go to live out the ideals we built this country on.

And it’s okay for America to forever be unfinished.

It would be humbling for us to recognize that we’re never going to be perfect and there’s always ways we can be better.

Really though, patriotism is a word that humans made up. We can easily change (or enhance) the way we define that word.

Just like how the systems within the United States of America is made by humans, we can change those systems so that they reflect our ideals today.


Here’s a great article from NPR about Black Patriotism. It is also an episode on NPR’s Code Switch Podcast, if you’d rather listen. Article here.

Over the 4th of July weekend, Native Americans protested to prevent Trump’s rally at Mount Rushmore and several were arrested. Mount Rushmore is part of Lakota land and, according to treaties signed by the United States, the Lakota people and other tribes nearby have the right to assert their sovereignty.

I would also read up on why Mount Rushmore itself is controversial, to say the least.

The Black Hills Bail and Legal Defense Fund is collecting donations to help those that have been unjustly arrested. If you have the means, please consider donating here.

What Are You Sacrificing for Basic Human Rights?

I didn’t vote for Trump in 2016. But when he won, in order for me to not spiral into panic, I thought to myself:

Chances are, whatever decisions he makes won’t effect me, so I won’t worry.

And that is a privilege and selfish thought.

Here’s why:

The people who need help the MOST, are the ones affected by his policies and decisions. Black people, Trans people, Dreamers, refugees, just to name a few who have been in the news lately.

They need policies put in place to make sure they aren’t discriminated against or to allow them to live somewhat comfortably in this country.

Least of all, feel like they have SPACE in this country.

In general, I believe people in the U.S. or who come to the U.S. want to make something of themselves, find a purpose, or simply just be able to live.

And isn’t that what the U.S. is known for? Life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness? Come here and you can be anything and everything.

So I feel like the government has a responsibility to help its citizens get there. There doesn’t have to be so many blockages and ladders to climb to deserve to be here. We CAN make it easy, or at least have a clearer path for those who want to take it.

But it has come clear to me that we just don’t want to.

The idea that you have to sacrifice part of yourself in order to deserve something should not apply to basic human rights.

To me, basic human rights include: access to health care, being able to make a living wage, living in a clean environment, having access to affordable housing, affordable education, having the right to choose what’s best for my body (as long as it doesn’t effect the health of others), being able to vote with ease… just to name a few.

But we all know that these things are only accessible to certain groups of people or only if we make the “right” decisions.

And in order for any kind of change to be made so that we CAN have these rights, we have to fight tooth and nail for those in power to not only hear us, but to actually take us seriously.

Hey, I know that this isn’t all Trump’s fault (although he is 100% problematic, runs a chaotic administration, and has rolled back so many progressive policies that Obama put in place).

But any President in the White House AS WELL AS those who get elected into congress and the senate have a responsibility to make sure these basic human rights are fulfilled.

So, in conclusion and to answer the title question, I’m not sacrificing much for my basic human rights because I have PRIVILEGE. And if you don’t need to sacrifice anything, then you have privilege too. Which means, WE have the responsibility to do what we can to help those who don’t have privilege to get their basic human rights.

Since the pandemic and the Black Lives Matter movement, I’ve realized that I should be (and can afford) donating to non-profit organizations to help those in need. I will mention a few at the end of each blog post that I’ve donated to, to hopefully inspire you to do the same.

It’s Pride month so here are a few organizations that support the LGBTQ community:

LGBTQ Freedom Fund: Secures the safety and freedom of individuals in U.S. jails and immigrant detention.

Black Visions Collective: believes in a future where ALL Black people have autonomy, safety is community-led, and we are in the right relationship within in our ecosystems.

Why is Being “Colorblind” Harmful?

First, where does the term “colorblind” come from?

It was first used in the Plessy v. Ferguson case, in Justice Harlan’s dissent.

He argued that our “constitution is colorblind”, intending not to reject racial separation or segregation – or even prevailing notions of White racial superiority – but to challenge differential racial treatment. (63)

How is it used now?

White judicial and ideological systems use colorblindness to “mean that the recognition of race at all is a discriminatory and unconstitutional act”. (63)

Why is it harmful?

“Colorblind advocates often mobilize a superficial class analysis to suggest class organizes society and has supplanted race as a category of concern.” (64)

“The racist element of our national class system is erased and replaced with a neutral, non structural understanding of poverty. Meritocracy, the American Dream, and the achievement ideology are all reified by the colorblind attention to class.” (64)

So basically, it takes racism out of the equation when trying to solve poverty, or any other issue, for that matter. It’s blaming the class system, and taking it away from the true cause, systematic racism.

Of course, the color of one’s skin is not a determining factor of race/ethnicity.

But Colorblindness erases what makes the cultures that we come from different and beautiful.

It whitewashes all of that out.

It gives an out to not be diverse and ignores intersectionality which gives a voice to all different kinds of viewpoints and experiences.

Acknowledging that everyone has a different experience in this world that’s based on the color of their skin/sexuality/gender/ethnicity/etc. will allow us to identify and make changes to inequality.

But it will also help us see that we are all one spirit and celebrate what amazing human beings we are!

Quotes from Racism, Public Schooling, and the Entrenchment of White Supremacy by Sabina E. Vaught